My day started with getting up at 6:15 am ,I had a quick bowl of cereal and got dressed for the gym.Today I had my session with my personal trainer.....I love working out with her,she knows how far to push me and show me how far I can go even if I doubt myself.....My power ups are getting really good,come to think of it my whole routine and my health is getting so much better... but after all this hard work why do I have such a problem seeing what others see? I am a big fat loser and worthless.....after the gym was day 3 at work....today was training in the storefront and serve customers...my boss was really good and let me wear a black pair of pants I brought, instead of my uniform pants.....after 10 years of not working at Tim Horton's I was surprised how quick it all came back to me...so I have my weigh in on Saturday and after a somewhat crazy week I think that my weigh in wont be so goooood....I take any loss at this point....
I am currently listening to my all time fave song...Adam Lambert "What do you want for me"....that is what I feel like saying many times...
I wan to thank the people reading this blog and encouraging me to keep going and to let 2010 be my year to shine...the pic I added today is my dream and as Adam says "dont give up on me,I wont let you down"...I will change and be the strong women I am supposed to be...nothing and noone can stop me...other then joining and belong to the biggest family ever I will partake in my first ever 5 km race on May 30th and once I am in I will also do 10km races and the half and full marathons....that is my dream and I will need some help from friends and push every once in a while...