Wednesday, January 19, 2011

Another overdue update

Again it seems like an eternity since my last posting.I finally getting somewhere with my weightloss efforts.I finally reached 181 lbs.21 lbs left until goal.WOW can you believe it!!!!I am working real hard in the gym and I am being very dilligent what enters my mouth.I have finally realized also why I was overweight before and I am making changes that I will never end up in that stage again.I realized due to unhappiness in my life I was putting up walls and the only comfort I found was in food.Now I dont need food for stress.BREAKTHROUGH!!!!!!!!!!!
So you might ask yourself what the changes are.Well all I can tell you that my life and soul are under construction at the moment.As a good friend Gerry put it nicely is that I am a cacoon growing into a beautiful butterfly who is trying to find who she is.I think he is correct.I have been with Mike for over 20 years.I was really young when we met and I had kids at a young age and I followed his career while trying to have jobs on the side(not careers).
When I went to Basic Training I had lots of growing to do and once we moved to Winnipeg I was finally able to destroy my walls.Should I be happy now???? Yes is the answer for some but my answer is NO<<>>I am still searching who I AM.
Simple you say<<<
Mike is trying real hard to change and to make me happy like a good husband would do to keep his family together.Will it be enough for me?? Again I dont know.I am going for a soul searching trip to Alberta on my own for a week.Not sure if I get the answer I am looking for. All I can say at the moment is that I have ONE GOAL that I need to achieve: Lose weight and succesfully graduate and complete my training to finally be the only thing I am sure about.Well that's all I have for today and I will keep you all updated.And to Mike who is going to read this : Thank you !!!
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  1. Mike TunneyJanuary 25, 2011 at 11:32 PM

    I Hope this comes out correctly. I am behind you all the way Pina, maybe i havent said it enough. I hope you achieve all your dreams cause we all know you will excell at what ever you put you mind to. I accept full responsiblity for what i have done wrong or may not have done that should have been. Once again i will say i will give you what you need but please be patient with me. Its hard to sit on the sidelines and not be able to help someone you care for who needs it. I'm not too good at this type of stuff so i hope you understand what im saying, no intent to make things worse on my part.
    And i should be thanking you for putting up with me for over 20 years. Your the best women anyone could have and atm im glad i have you.

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